The Fear

So the bond between my mom and i is pretty lame but i wrote this just to clear my mind i mean im not writting it to bash her wtf i look like but i mean after all m growing up she needs to cut me my slack..but idk my mom will be the means of all means



"I've been traped by her words whatever she says goes im her daughter i have to take comands if not they'll end up holding me back...as i sit in the room i felt the cold shoulders the heartaches the days when i said i hate this bitch to some points i had to think about it..ive grown to stay into myself..they say amother and daughters bond should be and remain close..well how bout i'll tell you that hers and i don't..ive lived with her long enough to see what shes going to say and how to presnt myself to a audiance..i taught myself the majority of things i really never had mommy there to push me on the swing tell me im going places i had to fight with words to get my point across i had to say hurtful things to be heard that deep down a girl with such harsh shallow feels that the one person who should care for her more than anyone n the world is doubting and working against her some days i find myself crying call me crazy but i dont understand...i just fear that she will never ever understand......."